Changes

I do not handle any kind of change whether good or bad well. I never have. I am definetley a creature of habit and I quite enjoy things to not change up too much. Kind of makes me sound pretty boring...Oh well maybe I am. I have had so many changes in the last few months that I can't even see straight sometimes....For instance...Of course the obvious that I am going to be a mommy in about 5 months...since Carson Matthew is due on my 7 year wedding anniversary!!! Then, we have moved and live back in our hometown of Texarkana. My doctor has changed, our home has changed, who we see everyday has changed, my job has changed, and well everything has just changed. I am trying to be greatful for everything that we have and our health and the fact that we are FINALLY going to have a baby...but sometimes its just hard....I like things to stay the same. Matt is completley the opposite...he has always adapted well to change...I wish I could be more like that. I will get over this soon I hope and be back to boring old me.....thats how I like it!